me and him

I'm thankful and grateful for the one year that we had in our own home. If we had lived here from the start of our marriage, I don't think we would have much of a relationship in comparison of it now. We've been here for two months and for the two months, we've given up so much in terms of privacy and in terms of 'us'. I miss what we had and what we could do together. Living here may be helping in terms of finances but I think we're sacrificing lots (maybe too much) personally.

That one year of living by ourselves helps the situation though. Without that one year, that time spent being plain ol' Mister & Missus, I don't know how much I would be able to take all these past two months just going through the motions of togetherness. All we do get to do alone is sleep in the same bed and occasions of kai kai. Pretty much like dating except with sex and a little less talk. Sure hope things change soon.. Either that or I just have to be more patient and give life time to move things along.

I miss my husband.. I miss the Mister & Missus.. I miss Clyde & Chel. Trying to find ways to aid the situation. Then again, he's with a new job that drains him physically and mentally. I guess that adds to the diminishing 'us' time too. Patience.. Just patience.. Got to be the supportive wife! And find other ways to fill up what used to be us time.